An unexpected change our plans for next week. We will not leave on vacation. It is not important, there are other priorities, especially when mom on vacation in mid-March, should come near us for a few days.
I look more or less peacefully late. Anyway, there is that I can do: wait ...
On 28, I should be fixed. This will be a Thursday. I returned to work since Monday 25. I wonder how I can ensure my interviews also open folders that I can not possibly follow, listen to the worries of people while putting together my own. Physically, but I take office, hoping and dreading a call from the hospital, my attention will be focused on my cell phone. I know that I may be optimistic but I can not ignore the probability of bad news. This is my way to prepare.
I do not know not how long my superiors bear to pay an employee where they can hardly count in the longer term. I am afraid that playing tricks on me. I already know that my colleagues do not support me in a possible next fight. I no longer believe in them.
I'd better put these concerns aside. Because whatever happens, it is very difficult at present to project beyond 28.
Mars is unknown, apart from visiting mom.
I start to relive every day, like two years ago, almost.
Almost yes, because I am full of what I lived, I rebuilt during these months.
Since November 2005, helped by friends I have too many mobilized forces to build this building, I am convinced, will not be a house of cards.
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