Sending Someone A Nice Islamic Wedding Message

July in accelerated

Here roughly what happened this month:

• am part of a weekend love with SG: This was perfect


• 've found that my job bored me and my advancement opportunities were null


• 've started to have vertigo and dizziness, as I already had two years ago


• missed many workdays because travel was impossible: too dizzy


• 've had to go to the evidence that it will take time for the son of my boyfriend and I find our respective places in the Life of Papa


• part of my duties at work I have been withdrawn because of risks that may cause my vertigo: job even more boring!


• went to the wedding of a colleague when a good friend of mine told me about a job posting, where he worked: I applied on the post


• bought my wedding dress to go to my Friends in Cuba in January


• saw the doctor who diagnosed an ear infection and gave me antibiotics


• got up covered with red spots after 7 days with my pills ampicillin allergy!


• I got the call Human Resources for an interview the next day


• past interview with the red spots!


• reviewed and an ENT doctor for my vertigo, which continues: I can not find anything, not sure that was the cause otitis


• 'm back to normal after 3 days of Benadryl


• reserved campgrounds and of Bed & Breakfast in New Brunswick for our vacation


• have received a second call to pass a second interview


• saw Leloup mail for a story: his coat does not change a hair


• have noticed that I could not possibly go to my friends' wedding in January in the South if I have the job: severe disappointment

remains to do by the end of the week:

• survive another day at work flat


• spend the last interview tomorrow ()


• continue to lie to my colleagues on my schedule


• start organizing my files in case of eventual departure


• have the job and accept their offer (by Friday)


• resign (Friday)


• baling bag of the car and go to bed early (Friday )


• go on holiday with my boyfriend and forget everything (Saturday until 10 August)
  

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Ten days

Ten days without blogging, ten days of reflection, ten days to laugh to see the stats plummet. Some days I miss writing, others, I do not have neither the time nor the inclination to put the computer on. Your comments are forwarded to me directly by email, hard to ignore, and some made me want to pull the plug sticking, others still fuel my thinking. The big questions remain yet unanswered: "why I blog? Why I should continue? Do I change the subject?".

meantime, I respond to some points raised in comments or extrapolated from these:

• I've never been so sensitive to comments these days. I think I'm trying to protect my happiness that I perceive as slurs. Choose to tell my (mis) adventures in love would be so much at first, because it seemed interesting around me a long time. But what I saw today, I put it into words without it being tainted.
• This is not me who has said the words "I love you" first. But when he did, probably too quickly for all to see, I said "me too". I do not live alone on this cloud. From the beginning, we wear both the magic glasses which show the life in pink. We are on the same wavelength on everything. Your chin join your knees to know all the projects we are talking about ... To think, me it makes me laugh!
• He read all the texts of the blog that he was concerned in my presence. It is not left running, even though I told him to feel comfortable leaving it was all exaggerated. Finally, he kissed me passionately and told me that I wrote well.
• My biological clock is doing very well, thank you. If I have no children today is by choice. I have no desire to have all costs, I want the right person. Of course, I have dreamed a few times with some in the past, but for many, I changed my mind quickly though, is that we do not make children with a kid. So I still do not. I'm still angry, but even if I get older, I do not want to force anything. Must have confidence in life, that will be!
• Do I wish to settle down? Yes and no. Yes, with the right person. Definitely not for others. Offerings such as "reasonable" did not fail in my life and if a house in the 450 with 1.3 children, two cars, a pool and a cottage was everything I wanted, I would mess that avoid sentence by accepting these proposals! The problem with me, you see, is the refusal of me "just" a nice guy that I like without really love. I never thought to compromise on feelings.
• I always knew that my intensity was frightening. Intense, I am sometimes too. Today, I have in my life someone whose intensity corresponds to mine. It is the passion from the beginning, it might crumble, I know only too well. However, I feel that this will not happen anytime soon.
• Blogicide? Inevitably, any blogger kills his blog. Often lack of time after the recent deaths. I do not know if I'm there. I do not know yet.